If
you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young
man, then
wherever you go for the rest of your life, it stays
Ernest Hemingway
I
recently decided to pay a brief visit to Paris, and
in a second hand bookshop. If I'd read it
before it must have
been a long time ago, for I didn't remember
anything about
it. But these Paris stories give a wonderful account of days
journal, with its street names and details of café interiors
and bartenders & conversations with people
whose names are so familiar to us now,
Sylvia Beach,
Gertrude
Stein, Ezra
Pound, Scott Fitzgerald. But this
seeming-easy flow of days, and
streets, bars and talk, is, of
course, part of his craft. He is a
supreme storyteller,
sculpting, moulding, shaping, chopping and
re-assembling
his material into a finished product that turns raw
experience
into the kind of art form in a shop window that stops you in
your tracks,
like an elaborate many-tiered, decorated
chocolate cake.
Of
course A
Movable Feast
is
nothing like a chocolate cake,
resembling
it only in terms of allure and delight, (that is, if
you like chocolate
as much as I do)
but I use this
comparison
because that's the kind of shop window display that would
bring me to
a halt, in some Paris street. For it has to be
And then there's one's own memories of different times,
images from one time moving
seamlessly into another. Of
damp mist by the Seine, of frost and yellow leaves on
pavements, of
hot sunshine and blue skies and the delicious,
acrid metallic smell
of the Metro.
*
Ce
n'est pas pareil,
he
said.
He
was standing
on the corner of
Boulevard Barbes by Tati, and the busiest metro
station in all
of Paris so it seems, Barbes-Rochechouart. I'd just
taken a
slip of paper from someone standing 2 or 3 metres away
from him and
I wasn't going to take another, thinking they
were the same. But it's
not the same he insists, and so
I
take
his piece of paper too.
They are both for wonder-workers,
the first, Maître
Charles,
the
paper says, is
medium
voyant
guérisseur
and the second, Prof. Moro, promises to bring
back a strayed lover
within a week.
The
light hurtles down the Boulevard Magenta turning
people into misty
wraiths, barely visible, except for their
long shadows, thin needles,
only perceptible because they
are in movement, like strokes of piano
keys, sound
transferred into light.
transferred into light.
In
the Marché
Franprix,
the man in front of me says
to the
girl at the caisse
– je vous souhaite de bons rêves
– then,
looking
at the rest of us in the queue, a
vous tous,
he says. I
heard him say earlier –
j'ai
beaucoup voyagé,
but I didn't
hear where he had travelled.
He has white hair, sallow skin,
a smiling face. The young woman
smiles back. How
wonderful to be wished good dreams by a friendly
stranger.
*
The
elderly man with a paint-spattered shirt is washing the
stairs,
slowly. I apologized to him when I came upstairs,
treading on his
newly washed steps. He looked neither
displeased nor surprised. He
just paused, to let me go past.
My
room is on the 4th.
Floor.
The
light in my room is not
working. So I walk back over the
wet
& shiny stairs,
down to the 3rd
floor. I tell the
man
there's no light in my
room. I hesitate before doing this, as I do
not know if it's
anything to do with him. He washes the steps but is he also a
handyman? Does he know how to make the lights work?
Should I bother him, interrupt his work, with my problem?
But I decide to tell him and right away he says attendez, je
descends, reinforces this with a gesture indicating I should
wait, and he goes off downstairs.
anything to do with him. He washes the steps but is he also a
handyman? Does he know how to make the lights work?
Should I bother him, interrupt his work, with my problem?
But I decide to tell him and right away he says attendez, je
descends, reinforces this with a gesture indicating I should
wait, and he goes off downstairs.
I wait on the 3rd floor landing. A couple of minutes later, I
see him coming slowly up
the stairs again. I'm concerned
about him, he moves so slowly, his health is clearly not good.
He calls up, asks me if the light is working now. I check it,
and it is. I call back, and thank him.
about him, he moves so slowly, his health is clearly not good.
He calls up, asks me if the light is working now. I check it,
and it is. I call back, and thank him.
*
In
the evening, I walk back from the internet café, to the
crossroads
at the metro Barbes-Rochechouard which is
quieter now than it was
earlier, late afternoon rush hour.
There's a concrete underpass
beneath the trains here,
because from Stalingrad they come above
ground, perhaps
because of the canal Saint Martin I don't know, but
the rails
pass between a funnel of criss-crossing metal, a long
bridge,
supported on concrete pillars. So the underpass is roofed by
the loop of railway, and it's an area that's grey and dark,
black
stains in the corners, crushed rubbish underfoot, but
you know that
no matter how hard people worked, it could
never really look clean.
It
was thick with people yesterday when I arrived, a clump of
gendarmes
by the barriers that fence off the road, and
groups of Arab men talking loudly, gesticulating, the traffic
roaring past just beyond the barrier, and shrieking pulsating
sirens. Today, a pompiers wagon was flashing its blue lights
and sounding its trilling sirens, but the traffic was wedged
tight, there was no room for anything to move out of its way,
and the pedestrian light was on and people were crossing in
a thick black tide, the traffic could not have moved forward
groups of Arab men talking loudly, gesticulating, the traffic
roaring past just beyond the barrier, and shrieking pulsating
sirens. Today, a pompiers wagon was flashing its blue lights
and sounding its trilling sirens, but the traffic was wedged
tight, there was no room for anything to move out of its way,
and the pedestrian light was on and people were crossing in
a thick black tide, the traffic could not have moved forward
without running into them and they just kept going.
Evening,
it's quieter. I cross over to the corner with the neon
sign Tati
elevated high above the rooftops and a waterfall of
sparkling white
lights draped down the side of the building.
On up the Boulevard
Rochechouard, lined with bargain
clothes shops, and turn right up the
cobbled street that leads
to Sacré Coeur. Souvenir shops on both
sides, with stands
loaded with scarves and hats. And in one of them I
find the
calenders I like so much and want to give as presents. They
have the familiar images of Toulouse Lautrec posters of Le
Chat Noir,
Tour Eiffel, Moulin Rouge.
*
From
Sacré Coeur I walk along to canal Saint Martin. I went
there
yesterday, walking from Saint Michel to République,
the almost empty
square with its many benches under trees,
which would be full of
people in the summer, but deserted
now, and the
statue of République herself, holding
aloft
something that looks like an olive branch though may not be,
but is surely something significant of liberté, égalité and
fraternité.
but is surely something significant of liberté, égalité and
fraternité.
Past
the art
nouveau metro entrance at Temple,
to the tree-lined canal Saint
Martin,
Today
I take a different route to the canal Saint Martin, but
it has none of the charm of the Magenta/République walk.
Scaffolding and long
stretches of nothing at all and not many
people walking. At one point
a crane was demolishing some
buildings. The end of the crane has long
metal teeth which
pick delicately at a flimsy plastic partition, and
pull it down.
*
I
go back to the cobbled street below Sacré Coeur to buy
more
calendars. The young man in the shop sings along to
the music. When I
remark on his happy mood he says C'est
un bon matin, on
chante...Oui, la vie est belle, n'est-ce pas?
He wants to know
where I'm from – He's studied at
Newcastle University he says. He's
been to Loch Ness too,
but he knows the monster story is just for the
tourists.
It's very good for me this morning, to see someone smiling,
he says.
I say it's good for me, his happy, cheerful self.
But he insists it's better for him! La vie est belle!
“You
belong to me and all Paris belongs to me and I belong
to this
notebook and this pencil.”
“For a poet he threw a very accurate milk bottle.”
Comments
I love Paris and I love Hemingway and all those Paris-besotted writers like Scott Fitzgerald and Henry Miller.
Do you know Julien Green's book 'Paris'? The best book on Paris I've ever read. I know you'd love it.
Have you read Anais Nin's Journals about her time in Paris? Her Journals better known than her other writing I think - lots about Miller in there too...
Rubyxx
Bien amicalement.
Roger
Mxx
having another look at your pictures, some of the street scenes put me in mind of Barcelona - and i wondered is there something about these streets that is European and not British, or is it because i already know it is not Britain... hmmm. :-) xx